Dawn
Well, have you come across people, who u knw, think too much, and in general make it a point to complicate there life, beyond help... Well, there was a point , in my life, when I considered myself one of them...coz boy, I could think.... and think, and analyze so much, that the bare fact wud twist into completely unrecognizable data.... worth not a penny...
I suppose it started with me entering my first relationship, I mean, I think, that is when I realized that I do that... Before that, I was actually very proud of the way my head wud run, miles and miles, without any pitstop... It was like, there was never a single second , where i wasnt thinking.... And I would feel sick , coz not only was i wasting my time and energy doing this, but also coz, somewhr I realized it wasnt doing me any good.
I had forgotten how to take things at its face value....for what it was, just bare information... Everything was personal, and everything had a meaning, some logical explaination..
Thankfully I soon understood, how much of damage it was doing to my personality... And since then , it has been no looking back... I can see myself all grown, mentally, I mean... I blame it on immaturity now, but I know, it was a phase of life I wud never forget, mainly coz, I know the importance of it...the lesson it has taught me..only by remembering it....
I know mindless rumble..... but the reason, for writing this blog, today I have seen the old me, in another young friend of mine..... and I cant help smiling.... I know she will grow out of it... I knw she will conquer it....and I also know, it wudnt be as difficult for her, as it was for me...coz even at 17 she is any day much more sensible then I am...... ;)
Here's wishing "LS" the best in her life....
I suppose it started with me entering my first relationship, I mean, I think, that is when I realized that I do that... Before that, I was actually very proud of the way my head wud run, miles and miles, without any pitstop... It was like, there was never a single second , where i wasnt thinking.... And I would feel sick , coz not only was i wasting my time and energy doing this, but also coz, somewhr I realized it wasnt doing me any good.
I had forgotten how to take things at its face value....for what it was, just bare information... Everything was personal, and everything had a meaning, some logical explaination..
Thankfully I soon understood, how much of damage it was doing to my personality... And since then , it has been no looking back... I can see myself all grown, mentally, I mean... I blame it on immaturity now, but I know, it was a phase of life I wud never forget, mainly coz, I know the importance of it...the lesson it has taught me..only by remembering it....
I know mindless rumble..... but the reason, for writing this blog, today I have seen the old me, in another young friend of mine..... and I cant help smiling.... I know she will grow out of it... I knw she will conquer it....and I also know, it wudnt be as difficult for her, as it was for me...coz even at 17 she is any day much more sensible then I am...... ;)
Here's wishing "LS" the best in her life....
posted by Priya at Tuesday, December 06, 2005
6 Comments:
LS...? Who's she?
"I live coz I love" and "I live coz I think"...From where? Common PM, think hard...Our fv novel ;)
;) well , when u put it that way....... C what I was talking abt, was wasteful thinking.... I dont have a problem with thinking, per se...But, when u realize that you are in general complicating a matter, and for the present , the best strategy would be , to let it be, and not analyze anymr...wudnt it be the smart thing to do... wht say u????
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Yeah I think that's true...however, this knack of complicating thngs exists in me even now...And I cant stop it...mayb coz I dont want to stop it...If it gets too taxing, I talk it over wth ppl or write/blog it down (as you might have seen from my posts so far)
You still havent lamented me on LS issue
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