In Love with Love.....

I have grown up on mushy songs…. When John Denver sang, “You fill up my senses….” I wished somebody would sing that to me..and it be called Priya’s song, instead of Annie’s song…. When Bryan Adams asked, “Have you ever really loved a woman?” I felt the song was exclusively written for me…. I would wonder why cant men understand we want to be loved that way, atleast I wanted to be loved that way… And thus started this long journey…journey that has still not ended!!!

I wanted to be in love…so much so that I thought I was more in love with the feeling of being in love than with the actual person… Oh, yes I wanted to be in love…. So on this so called journey I got my heart broken couple of times.. Broke couple of hearts myself…. Strangely it never put me off Love…. Every relationship ending in misery would lead me to resolve…. “No more of this”…. Of course I knew this was another of those resolutions, which would be broken soon… And at 23 I still don’t think my dogged belief in love has changed at all…. I still feel like the 15yr old… oh so in love with love… Dunno if it is wrong or right… I guess there is no wrong or right… No I don’t get into relationships with loads of expectations…. I am mature enough to even understand there is nothing called “Perfect relationship”..But my relationship with Love…yes that is perfect…. Even unconditional…. I have always loved love…. And yes it has disappointed me… disheartened me… hurt me… It also gave me lot of happiness, very cheerful thoughts…and lifetime of memories…. May be that is why I cant give up on Love….