Bummer

I am frustrated. Well, frustrated is an understatement. I have grown up believing, if you want something desperately and you work really hard to get it, it will come to you. Well, it has not happened. It is that much harder to come to terms with, because things were going so well. I have never worked so hard for anything, and now the dream is dwindling. And, I don't know what is going wrong. To think, I may not be as good as I thought is humbling, but is that really the case?

This talk about diversity in the class, that was my best bet. And the fact that I applied to schools with lower gmat average than my score. How did this happen then? People telling me, I should be applying to harvard and MIT...what a joke..when I am getting wait listed at BU and BC.

The problem is, MBA is not a plan B for me. I have no where else to go...I have no other choice. No, I am not throwing in the towel and saying this. I really don't have any other choice. And it not working out with the safe schools.... gosh, I don't know what to do anymore.

I am humbled. I have come down to the earth. Please, Please, don't make it more difficult!